I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again.

Monday, March 30, 2009 |

This weekend was quite awesome, for the most part. I'm so glad the peeps came down this weekend, they were so great to hang out with. Yay!

It's really, really starting to suck to have to sleep alone. I'm not gonna lie.

Cathie and I had a random adventure night tonight, since we were bored. We were so bored that we were planning on doing homework, which freaked us out, so we drove around. Went to the sketch Wal-Mart, drove around some more, got viet, drove around some more, went and saw Jonas Brothers 3D(We were the only ones in the theatre! It was so awesome!) and yeah.

Okay, Camp Rock time.

I am not a fair maiden.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009 |

So Ryan sent me this text today, and it made my entire day, so I decided that I need to share it with you.
"OMG some fatass just stopped in front of me at the library and all of the sudden I don't have an internet connection...her fat ass cut off my connection! I'm not even kidding!!"
Two minutes later...
"OMG, SHE MOVED AND I GOT MY CONNECTION BACK!!!! IT WAS ACTUALLY HER!!!!"
LMAO. So funny. Poor fat chick =(

Sprinkling you with pieces of me

Monday, March 23, 2009 |

I finally made it to Lethbridge today, since I was stuck in Calgary for the day due to the snow storm from Saturday/Sunday, making it ridiculously hard for me to get home.
I also spent about five hours in Mac Hall today. Four of those hours were spent in the exact same spot. I have no life.
Ummm, I'm not entirely sure why I'm blogging, I just feel like procrastinating from my spanish, I suppose.
I should probably get on that though...sigh.

PS. Did I mention I have the best boy in the entire world? Sigh. This is so different, but awesome.

Today is just one of those days. I'm pretty irritated, with very few real reasons to be. I'm just...frustrated. I feel bad, because Trevor's been an excellent friend and actually listening to all my shit.
I started doing things that usually make me feel better, but nothing is helping. I read all of Leah Sato's notes, because I adore them, I'm listening to Nicole Hyrcha, because I like listening to her songs, I'm stumbling, because it's fun....nothing's helping. Maybe I should just go to sleep. Sleep is good. Sleep solves all.
But I guess I'll do spanish first....yes, I'm so pissed off that I'm resorting to doing homework. Spanish, for that matter. Something is clearly wrong with me.
List to conclude my stupid, ranty post:
1. If someone isn't talking to you for months, it should be a hint that they don't want to, right?
2. Emo poetry and songs are not good. No matter what anyone tells you. It's shit. No one wants to hear about how bad your life sucks that you have to write a song about it to get all your emo agnst out. Grow up. There are bigger problems than you're dealing with right now.
3. Ryan is MIA...wtf?
4. I feel even worse now. Eff. Bed. Now.
5. I'm sorry for being ranty and preteenish. I'll feel better tomorrow, hopefully.

They say perfection's always right around the corner

Thursday, March 12, 2009 |

Today has been an odd day, filled with rushes of emotions and thoughts and instability. I hate days like this. Maybe I should stop ignoring the fact that I'm suppose to be taking medication.

Right now, I feel suppressed. Society blows.

That is all.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009 |

I'm currently sitting in psych class, waiting for The Sims to start (I found the disk! Best day of my life!), and wondering why I'm such a loser. Why now, you may ask, if you care? Well, I'll list the reasons for you.
1. I'm playing The Sims in class. That's clearly loser material
2. I'm too afraid to talk to Ryan about him getting into Capernwray, New Zealand (the same bible college that Michelle's at now), because I'm afraid of it being awkward, because I haven't talked to him since Tyler and I broke up, and I don't know what to say. Which really sucks, because I like Ryan, and I would've liked to have kept talking to him. But I'm too afraid to. That's also clearly loser material.
That's about all the reasons I can think of for now...ah well.

I've gone back to my red roots. Which, in other words, means I dyed my hair red again. It looks kinda funky cause I did most of it myself (Em tried to help me, though at that point, I was a lost cause), but a good kind of funky, since the part that was formally blonde is now a lighter shade of red than the part that was formally lighter brown, which is a lighter shade of red (but it's so slight that you can barely tell unless you look really, really hard) than the original brown that I have, and there are random chunks of brown. But they blend. Yeah, I'm ranty.

Anyway, that was really all I had to say. Other things on my mind: getting up at 6 in the morning (>.<), Kalan Porter is awesome, and I really wish I were back in Calgary because my weekend was just wonderful.

Bed time. Night night.

Waiting for laundry is probably one of the most boring activities in the world. I should've waited until now to start my laundry, because now no one is here, whereas two and a half hours ago, it was super busy, so I had to wait forever for washing machines...to do three loads...and then I had to wait for dryers...which I have to let my laundry run through twice since there's so much...hence why I've been here so long.
I have a spanish project due tomorrow, so I think I may start that soon. Lame.
I also got my philosophy mark for my paper! I got a B! Yay! It's super exciting.
I need to make a to-do list. Well, I have a to-do list. I just need to acknowledge it.

I have been ridiculously lazy these last three days. I've barely showed up to class, and by barely, I mean haven't. I really need to start finding a way to motivate myself slash go to bed earlier slash, well, doing shit. I always complain about not doing anything with my life, and feeling lazy and useless, yet it's not like I'm really doing anything about it.
I'm contemplating just staying in Lethbridge until the end of June or something. This way, I can take the math courses I want in the summer semester, and I can find a job here now and I'll be here long enough that someone will hire me...but we'll see, I suppose. I need to look into this shit more.

RSL: next time we see each other, we have to do our recording shit, since we keep forgetting. Plus that canon with Kees, whenever he decides to make an appearance in our neck of the woods.

Updated concert/performance list.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009 |

Yes, it's that time again. Anything with an asterix is what I'm already going to =)

Underoath with Norma Jean and Innerpartysystem - Mon, March 9 - Mac Hall
Plants and Animals - Sat, March 21 - Marquee Room
Serena Ryder - Thurs, March 26 - Knox United Church (!!!!)
MSI - Fri, March 27 - Mac Hall
Nitty Gritty Dirt Band - Fri, March 27 - Stampede Casino
Wintersleep - Mon, March 30 - Mac Hall (AHHH, I want to see them again!)
Gaslight Anthem - Tues, April 7 - Warehouse
Junior Boys - Thurs, April 9 - Warehouse
Leonard Cohen - Sun, April 26 - Jack Singer
Bloc Party - Thurs, April 30 - Big Four
The Stills - Mon, May 11 - Mac Hall
Fleetwood Mac - Tues, May 12 - Saddledome
TV On The Radio - Thurs, May 28 - Mac Hall
Rise Against - Sun, June 7 - Corral
Russell Peters - Fri, June 26 - Saddledome
*Taylor Swift - Wed, July 8 - Saddledome*
Kenny Chesney - Fri, July 10 - Saddledome
*No Doubt w/ Paramore - Wed, July 15 - Saddledome*