We'll let the good times all hang out.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009 |

I'm skipping philosophy to write my philosophy paper. Go me. I also cannot actually remember the last time I went to philosophy...oops. It's been at least a week, I think. My bad.

Yesterday, I got a roll up the rim coffee from Tim's...and I forgot to roll up the rim =( It was so sad.

Anyway, paper time!

I'm sitting here, on the couch, watching my dad and my boyfriend play Mortal Kombat vs DC Universe. I'm so jealous. I want to play =(

I am happy. Really. So please don't ruin that for me.

I should probably acknowledge the reading part of reading week...


Thursday, February 19, 2009 |

I can't remember the last time I was this happy. I'm not even kidding.

Best websites ever.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 |

Here is a list of the newly proclaimed loves of my life. I'm an addict.
You'll Shit Bricks

F*** My Life

Go. Now. Seriously.

Every relationship has it's wear and tear

Tuesday, February 10, 2009 |

I recently stumbled across this site called Cardboard Love in a Digital World, and it's like, the cutest thing ever. The picture to your left is an example of some of the things the guy posts. It's just adorable.

That's all I really wanted to talk about right now. Oh! Actually, I wanted to mention the odd dream I had last night. I don't really remember it, I just remember giant venus flytraps that eat people, so now I really want to watch The Little Shop of Horrors...which I will do after class =)
Now I'm going to go and study for my exam. That is all.

You sold us out and took it all.

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I'm more or less getting used to the fact that fitting in and enjoying my time here isn't likely.
I'm more or less getting used to the fact that people change, and sometimes the person who really changes is me.
I'm more or less getting used to the fact that time passes, even when we don't think it's possible at all.
I'm more or less getting used to the fact that I'm capable of doing other things with my life - extraordinary things - without having to worry about anyone else, or making my decision based on someone else.
I'm more or less getting used to the fact that the only reason I'm here is because of a boy, and that was probably the absolute dumbest decision I've made in my life.
But most importantly, I'm more or less getting used to the fact that I don't care anymore. And it really doesn't matter what I don't care about. The point is, I don't care. And though this attitude will potentially get me in a lot of shit (cough, studying and going on dates), it's a really nice feeling. I don't remember the last time I really didn't care about anything.

Now I'm going to attempt to go to bed. And if that doesn't work, I will try and write a song.

Some are born to sing the blues

Monday, February 9, 2009 |

Just to be clear, I'm very uncertain as to who you are anymore. You've become someone that I don't know, and I don't know how to confront you about it. I'm sorry.

Things I learned in therapy:

Friday, February 6, 2009 |

You really are the root of everything. How pathetic is that?

But on another note, I have no idea what I would do without Ben here...like, fuck. He really is my best friend here. Thank you, love <3

Wednesday, February 4, 2009 |

There are 52 days left of school. 52. This is actual, full school days. Not exams, not weekends, not reading week. Fifty two days.
I can do this, right? 52 days isn't very long. Then I never have to come back, and I can go about my life.
These are going to be the longest 52 days of my life.

Tell me there's no goodbyes

Sunday, February 1, 2009 |

Thank God. This last little while has sucked without you, and I've been needing you around so bad.
Thank you.